Wintersalat mit Dill

Geh mal zur Schule wenn du nachts von deiner heulenden Mutter erfährst, dass dein Lieblingscousin eine 2fache Schädelfraktur durch einen Autounfall erlitten hat und jetzt eventuell Nachwirkungen auftreten können. Die behinderste Scheiße ist, dass er in Melbourne festsitzt und sein Visum in einem halben Jahr abläuft, er aber ,weil sein Gehörgang geschädigt ist, ein knappes Jahr nicht fliegen darf.
Ich dachte mein Leben verläuft einigermaßen normal, aber diese Nachricht bringt mich einfach um.
Was passiert nur, wenn er stirbt?
Wintersalat ohne Dill

actually i have to say that im really getting used to write english textes in our blogg, im sorry! its so much fun you wont believe me and especially good for my english wordknowledge. still confused and frantic with feelings and guys in generel. also a bit sad but i guess i can work it out because im almost a tough girl.. hopefully im not going to change my opinions and point of views towards this fucking crap! i mean, i really cant figure out what the hell is wrong with me. how am i supposed to be sure about a thing that means so much to me when im not even sure about myself. no self-confidence, still. i should found a "special group for people with no self-confidence when it comes to men!" short form: SGFPWNSCWICTM. well..
wintersalat without dill

actually this is a really sad story about a lonely girl searching for real love. you def should not continue reading this when you have a sensitive disposition.
boys can be really mean and intransparant in their ways of life f.ex. when it comes to the topic love in generel.
why are not they honest from the beginning and have to hide every thought or feeling? i mean, for real, this is a very important question that i have been thinking about a lot actually. problem: the truth is always missing.
but what is the difficulty? and what is the matter with showing a girl something like emotions and concealment in a fitting relationship? i would be really thankful for reply.
wintersalad without dill